I don't know why my anxiety holds me back to talk about my mental health right now. Lately, and it's been a year since I've questioned myself and if I have BPD... one night while really feeling the differences in my mood through out the day, I searched up the abbreviation and read a few articles. Now I will state I can tend to be a hypochondriac but this has been on my mind for a whole year. I do see a therapist and never thought to speak about it for fear that I actually do, or fear of sounding ridiculous. I think I get that learned fear through my parents. They are the type that you don't cry because you can't fix it mentality.
I guess just as of late I've been dealing with intense just.. impulses, moods, etc. I don't know why I'm sharing this with you but to be honest, the way I have been feeling makes me scared and misunderstanding myself... I have little to no motivation to do anything when I get home or on the weekend and I feel like my identity has faded. Again, I don't blame you for not wanting to hear all of this happenings, but if you are reading this: thank you, I don't ever get the time to say it here.
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